Relationship
Really?! I Mean, Really?!!
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About last week my math teacher changed the seating arrangements. That was the one class i sat by MT. I then went back one seat and MT went across the room. At that time i was like, “No, now i can’t talk to him and we will drift apart.” but later i was like, “Okay this is good, now it will be easier to get over him.
Well i get to Algebra class today and i sit down in my seat. Our teacher has MT switch seats with the girl that sat in front of me. If i had the thoughts of how i felt about him last week, i would be like, “Yes! This is a God-Sent thing! We are destined to be together!” but now im like, “Oh great, here we go again..”
And like i said in “Wonderful Weekend”, that i went to Six Flags with my friend, Azure, well… while we were waiting in line to get on a ride, i did a relationship quiz on her and her crush on my ipod. So she then made me do one on me and MT. So i put in both our names (his real name) and we got a 99% chance of being together. And so Azure made me try it on a different relationship quiz app i had, and it also said 99% with an analysis saying things including, “if not together already, they sure will be soon.”
Really?! I Mean, Really?! This kind of stuff always happens when i try to get over a guy. Yes i am happy about it but it also stinks because it hurts to be seeing him with his girlfriend (especially since they are telling each other they love each other) and he kind of hangs out with this popular slutty girl who i think also likes him (even though shes dating her best friend’s older brother).
It’s easy to fall in (fake) love, but extremely hard to get out of it. It’s like a black hole of pretend happiness.
Boyfriend
Im in a land of girls with boyfriends. Lost and unconscious. if only that one guy (especially MT) would come sweep me off my feet and make me the happiest girl in the world. Ive been with my cousins for about a week now and they both have guys that they love and love them back while I’m stuck.. With no one. I wish I was single by choice when truly its by chance ( and I hate that) I have never had a real relationship and in gonna be a freshman, I need to find that special guy who actually likes me back.
Anyways, good news, I was on Facebook, MT commented on my status! I kno its no big deal really but I know RW would have NEVER done that. MT also learned how to play a song I love on guitar. He plays the two instruments I want to learn how to play, what a coincidence 🙂 he is.. different from RW i mean he isn’t afraid to be seen with me or talk to me, hell, him nd his friend were being weird and using mine nd my friends shirts as targets to get these bean things in our shirts. Lol (his friend mostly used my friend nd he mostly used me :)) he’s funny and sweet and has the most cutest sister:)
Well I better get going, I’m at my uncles soccer game
Blog ya later! 🙂
ericaalynn13 